jnetlouise:

i just love this haircut on any guy. nom nom.

WHEN I DIDN’T GET THE JOB AT MACY’S.. I SULKED IN THE STORE WANDERING AIMLESSLY.. I WALKED NEXT TO THE RAILING..WHILE OVERLOOKING THE FIRST FLOOR THAT NASTY THOUGHT CAME OVER ME AGAIN.. “SHOULD I THROW MYSELF…WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF I JUST JUM-..IMAGINE IF I JUM-…”

I GO THROUGH THE MOST RETARDED SCENARIOS IN MY HEAD.. SOME EVEN CALL ME A DRAMA QUEEN AND I AGREE…

AS SWEET AND WARM AS MY PERSONALITY IS…I HAVE SUCH AN ICY MIND..AND IT SHOWS THROUGH IN TIMES OF DESPONDENCE..

I DON’T KNOW WHAT EXACTLY GOES THROUGH MY MIND AFTER REJECTION..BUT ALL I KNOW IS THAT I BOUGHT A $100 DOLLAR JACKET I DIDN’T EVEN NEED OR WANT. IS THIS WHAT THEY CALL “RETAIL THERAPY?”.

I’VE NOTICED AFTER SOMETHING SAD/BAD/ANYTHING NEGATIVE HAPPENS TO ME I GO STRAIGHT TO THE LAPTOP AND SHOP MY LIFE AWAY.

I NEED HELP…

I FEEL HOPELESS ALL THE TIME…

1. Never Ending Cash Flow- to pay everything off and you know…be secure and never have to worry again.. take care of my family and make sure my parents NEVER have to work a single day ever again…they’ve worked hard enough… I’d give money to those who need it most..
2. Health Care Forever
3. All My Teeth…or my missing one..idk how to explain or I don’t want to…
4. Education for everyone!
5. Daft Punk Concert Tix
6. A happy life..

School days…tues/thurs (days I have most order)

• 4:30 AM- shower
• 4:50 AM- back to sleep (odd thing I do so that my hair dries nicely)
• 6AM- get dressed/face magic (haha, so I look awake)
• 6:40AM- drive to school
• 7-7:30AM- sleep in school parking lot
• 7:30AM-walk to art
• 8-9:50AM-art history
• 10AM-12PM-break( idk what i do sometimes lol)
• 12-1:50PM-literature class
• 2-3:50PM-micro econ
• 4-5:50PM- break/homework
• 6-9:50PM
• 10PM-drive home
• 10:30ish- ???idk sleep or something…